2022, ends with my infinite expectations for the future

The end of 2022 is already the tenth year of my graduation. Everything that happened in these ten years is too fantastic.

In 2013, I completed the Sichuan-Tibet line and entered Huawei with my favorite wolf totem , imagining that I was about to enter the society and fight to fulfill my 100 million dream.

In 2014, my New Year’s Eve was spent at the carrier cutover site in Kyrgyzstan. Even though I hadn’t figured out how my future life would develop at that time, I was already vaguely aware of this kind of life Not what I want.

In 2015, I applied to leave Huawei. My expectation for myself is that in the next three years, I can get more than one million worth of life experience before I am 30 years old. I also successfully got an offer, joined the next emerging technology company that I was looking forward to, and took a position that was given high expectations by the company.

But in just three months, I found out that the intrigue in the market work was not acceptable to me, so I chose to leave again.

At that time, I didn't realize that my behavior had been guided by the search for freedom.

In 2016, when I wrote the year-end summary, I had already changed three jobs, and I also experienced the heavy blow of my father's death , which also made me start to further break away from the shackles of my original family.

In the year-end summary of 2017, while everyone was dumbfounded, I changed two more jobs, experienced a car accident, and was even terminated my internship contract during my hospitalization. After recovering, I also successfully found another communication company to continue marketing-related support work.

Too much happened in 2018. I weaned the last sip of milk from my heart, gave up any expectations for my original family, and began to see the current social situation clearly, or I finally began to admit the social reality. My personality is in this The environment where everything is materialistic is unacceptable, but I can't accept it. The tragedy of my father is repeating itself on me. I have made up my mind to leave to find a different world of freedom.

This year I finally realized that my life should be centered on me first.

In 2019, I have lived in the Philippines for more than half a year, and I have become a freediving instructor who has no intention of focusing on teaching diving. When I can’t find a sense of meaning in one thing, I will want to quit and pursue what I haven’t thought about yet. out the answer.

I just keep living on the way to find, is it freedom? enthusiasm? Still enough to support my sense of meaning to continue.

2020 is a year that changed the trajectory of my life. The epidemic that swept the world this year gave me the opportunity to live alone on a deserted island. When I finally began to realize that people should live to prepare for death, I found what I wanted to find.

2021 is the year when I decided to stay on the island. I hit the inherent living habits of the islanders with the sense of meaning I found that was ridiculous in the eyes of others. Thoughts and greedy human nature, I persisted in this impossible battlefield to the final sublimation of my thoughts. After I was mentally prepared to end my two-year environmental protection project on the island with a prison sentence , I left up.

Outlying islands, life restarts again on the first day of 2022

In 2022, I landed in Australia, a land of freedom that I was longing for, but after personal practice, I finally realized that we are always controlled by our own humanity, and we are always living with other people around us. of humanity.

It turns out that if the world wants to become better, if you want to improve your own living environment, in addition to overcoming your own human weakness, you also need to do your best to help people around you wake up.

It turns out that this is the reason why those sages I admire finally devoted themselves to education.

2022 is the tenth year I have been exercising. Exercise has helped me build self-confidence.

When I landed in Australia on my 34th birthday , 2022 is also my first year of life.

2022 is the year when I finally followed my inner desire and found my passion in life through bumps and bumps.

The me in 2021, I hope you are satisfied with who you are today.

The me in 2023, don't forget the difficulties you have suffered, and don't be afraid of more challenges. Never forget your original intention and mission because of your livelihood.

Bravery, perseverance and kindness.