joyful breath

I was lying flat on the bed, my heavy eyelids made me fall asleep unconsciously, and gradually an image appeared. I was alone in the sky, with my head lowered, looking down at the vast sea, suddenly shooting out from nowhere. A missile exploded towards the sea, and a white lotus flower appeared. When I looked up, Guanyin was wearing a white dress in front of me, and the back was shining brightly. He smiled and said, "I wish the world would be peaceful, you want The heart of compassion blooms." I burst into tears with joy, and a raging flame ignited in my heart. As long as you embrace compassion, no matter how many negative actions others send, your compassion (lotus) heart will be stronger and dedicate to each other .

A beam of light shone down and opened up another picture. I was in my aunt's bedroom, and she screamed, "Cockroach." She pointed her finger at the corner of the wall, I backed away in fear, and my second sister stepped forward to grab it, cockroach. Taking a leap, he fled to the edge of the bed, the second sister pinched the long whiskers on its head, and my aunt said with a timid smile, "Several ones have popped up recently, and they were all taken to the first floor and thrown out of the house." I stared at the cockroach's tentacles, Section by section, like the pheasant feathers in a Gezi opera, the second sister turned to me and said in a warning tone, "When jealousy arises, the family is unfortunate." A thought flooded into my mind . To abandon it as soon as possible, the family will be clean, and happiness will come to the door .

Suddenly, my husband said a few words unintentionally, which stabbed my heart severely. I slapped him in the stomach with my fists in resentment, and my aunt said something, "Your face has become beautiful." My anger, I began to regret, acquiesced to my inappropriate behavior, and I knew clearly in my heart that once I was angry, I also broke my usual self-cultivation, and I wanted to give people a good face and praise each other .

I glanced at my dad and my aunt. They were lying on the thin quilt. I suggested, "Why don't you buy a mattress? The floor is a little cold, and it will freeze over time." , Auntie urgently called us to get up, she took an iron to heat it, I smiled, my heart was boiling with enthusiasm, and I also defeated the cold attack from outside .

One flash, the scene changed quickly, I was walking on the street, my husband took out his mobile phone and showed me a news, I watched the information on the screen with both eyes, the male artist suffered from esophageal cancer and became a dead tree, and my husband said, "I do. When he was cut by a knife during chemotherapy, he died." The video shows him looking like he did before cancer, with a plump and full face. In order to protect his son's mistakes, he said a lot of right and wrong with no morals. My husband choked and said, "Three shadows of tumors are stuck, and there is only one dead end." I couldn't help crying, and a holy voice came from a distance, "Use your light of wisdom to guide people, don't be afraid, I am with you. Here.” My eyes became clear and bright, and He replied, “The three karmas of body, mind, and mouth are all clear and pure, the five internal organs are clear, the evil and filth are eliminated, and life is prolonged.” , Who cares if the ten thousand qi is hidden in the heart, the shadows are exposed as white dots, black is white, white is black, and there is nowhere to escape when the light shines, and you are innocent .

I turned around abruptly, my husband walked quickly, not waiting for me, who was behind, and suddenly became sullen. He crossed the road, only to realize that he had made a mistake, and went to another road. Exploring the way, I also blamed him wrongly, and I suddenly caught a glimpse of the mother-in-law in the opposite lane. She runs a restaurant, she looks lonely, sings K and pulls OK by herself, her husband passed away a long time ago, I want to interview her about her mood, how to get here Yes, but I was afraid of breaking her heart, thinking to myself, what everyone has to go through, but she went through it first, and then thinking about her situation, I should cherish my husband more, otherwise I can only sing love songs by myself. .

In an instant, I was lying on my big bed, froze and unable to move. My husband's heavy arm was pressing against my neck. I couldn't breathe and hurriedly pushed it away. I caught sight of the word Hele, and a flash of eyes flashed across my eyes. Thoughts, a blow, you have to decisively separate the heavy thoughts in order to find the breath of joy .