Conquering the departure of death

Before dawn, I woke up unconsciously. I glanced outside, the birds sang love songs diligently, calling for the arrival of love. Suddenly, the back of my hand was bitten by mosquitoes for several swollen lumps, which caused some swelling and pain, and my eyes flickered. Thoughts, the human body has self-immunity, and the sadness of being bitten will also have a day of swelling . The sky is gradually shining a yellowish light, the birds continue to sing non-stop, the shimmer of love is also bright, I walked to the window, there was a black spot on the glass window, I kept exploring, thinking it was a little bug running Move, stop and observe, it's just a blemish, I smiled and thought to myself, both eyes like to focus on abrupt points, but forgot the large bright and clean, fortunately, the pupils in the eyes have no flaws, and the beautiful scenery can be seen.

He walked back to the bed, like a rooster crowing, trying to wake the child up, but the child who was sleeping soundly didn't help at all, so he had to tickle, he jumped up immediately, with great elasticity, and said in his mouth, "Mom, are you here? What are you doing?" After a while, he lay in bed again, I saw him drooling from sleep, and finally woke him up, my son said happily, "I dreamed that God gave me a new mobile phone." I shook my head and said, " Mom can’t give you a mobile phone to waste your tuition fees, and there is no extra expenses at home to buy you.” He looked like he was knocked down from heaven to hell, and I wanted to say to my son, “ The dream that God gave you, You still have to rely on your own hard work to make it happen one day ." I put the words to the bottom of my heart, waiting for you to grow up and unearthed before telling you.

I followed him downstairs and walked around in my house without wearing a bra. I cleaned up the unwashed cups, brewed a cup of black bean tea, and threw it into hot water to rinse it off. I accidentally discovered that it was expired. To see how it tasted, I sat in front of the computer and gulps tea, and the next second I choked, the spray screen and keyboard were all over the place, I threw up the unswallowed water and spit it back into the cup, so as not to cause second After this injury, I coughed desperately, hurriedly raised my hand to surrender, and I was relieved a lot, but there seemed to be a phlegm in my throat, so I picked up the tea again, and only dared to drink it, thinking with a slight smile on the corner of my mouth, If the memory of the past is hot again, the narrow trachea will be stuck. You can only be generous and let go of your life, and you will be able to walk thousands of miles in the future .

I drank dry black bean tea, and went to the kitchen to brew it for the second time. The warm drinking water made the tea taste faded. I imagined a world that was filthy again. As long as you are responsible for dilution with water, future generations can also drink it. dull days. A strange figure came out of the door. I couldn't help hugging my chest. I was afraid that someone would come and bump into it. I cautiously walked to the glass door. Fortunately, it was a false alarm. It was just that the person who distributed the flyers happened to pass by. I stared at this sagging chest. Attracted by the center of the earth, one can't be too arrogant to be open-hearted .

I played Anita Mui's documentary, and after watching it, I have my own experience. I think Leslie Cheung's death is very regrettable. Maybe he is telling the world that suicide in the future is just an April Fool's joke and will not come true again, and Anita Mui seems to have conquered death. Leaving is like a past life with a beginning and an end as she said, even if the process is very difficult, you have to live a wonderful life for yourself. She has inspired many people. If you have not done anything, you should do it right away, don't wait until you regret it, everything is too much. It's too late, looking at her life experiences, her body and mind are also activated.

After a period of time, I went straight out. On the way, the rain was falling, and the sky was getting dark again. I rode to the noodle shop, ordered toon noodles and angelica soup, and waited in a corner. It makes people feel warm. I ate the noodles with a strong aroma, and the bowl bottomed out after a while. When I was about to drink the soup, a small insect was wrapped in the clear oil. I picked it up, no Put it in your eyes, and still drink the soup in your own way, thinking about it carefully, the worms will surface, and even if you fall into the abyss of depression, there is a chance to float out of the ocean .

After the return trip, I walked into the living room to do my duty. In a blink of an eye, the child opened the door after class, and some raindrops fell on his coat. I looked outside and there were small water droplets on the Toyota car, which were illuminated by the street lamps, as if to me. It is said that if the bitter water is not irrigated as nutrients, then one can immerse in the light and experience the wonderful life. We rode out the door and went to the noodle shop. The three of us sat and waited. The food was served soon. The son said with satisfaction, "We are not entrepreneurs, we are ordinary people who can enjoy ordinary tastes." The daughter shared the food. To my brother, I wish I could stay in this moment, only happiness and no disputes. My son devoured his food, as if he didn’t chew it. Seeing him like this would give him indigestion. When he saw him beating his chest violently, I said in an instructive tone, “Someone. I've been choked to death, you have to eat slowly, don't worry." The son said nonchalantly , "I want to live." The son replied strangely, I wanted to laugh. Leading to the future, you will not be blocked by confusion .

My son asked for chili oil with a spoon. I misunderstood that he wanted to drink it. Unexpectedly, he was just scooping up the thick noodles. The son emphasized, "Mom, do I dare to drink chili oil?" I immediately replied, "No." He made a big gesture. , the spicy oil was scattered on the table, I thought about his words, misunderstood the words of others, just like drinking spicy to stimulate my taste buds, it is better to overturn my prejudice and seek satisfaction, we got up to go home, my son hiccups frequently , Even the body knows to expel the excess gas, what is the gas , I looked up at the dark sky and drizzle, and quickly went home to hide from the rain.

Not long after he got home, his son said in a panic, "I lost my automatic pen." While talking and searching, he gave up his thoughts after a few minutes, and no longer was obsessed with the matter of missing the pen. The child's three-minute enthusiasm came and went quickly. It’s also fast. It would be great if it could be used in trivial matters. After that, I ordered him to copy the first verse of the Tao Te Ching five times. After only one copy, he said in a weird way, “Mom, I made four copies. You can make it five times." I laughed and said, "Okay! Son, if you want to eat in the future, I will make a photocopy of the delicious food. You can just ask Mei to quench your thirst." I wrote it down for the second time, and I told him beside me, "If you write the first time carefully, it is equivalent to writing it five times. Otherwise, if you write it five times unintentionally, it is also equivalent to not writing it." The son wrote silently. , There was an inexplicable throbbing in my heart , why bother to listen to the truth when others are unintentional .

At night, the whole family sat in front of the TV and spent the time laughing. Soon my father and sister went up to the third floor, and I helped wash the dishes downstairs. My son gave me a bottle of soy milk. It was too strong. After pouring the water down, my son asked me suspiciously, "Why don't you drink it from the mouth of the bottle?" I said seriously, "No, this soy milk will go bad." He nodded and went upstairs briskly, leaving me alone When thinking about the question just now, the saliva added by others will only affect the essence of oneself. It is better to fasten one's own mouth and prevent bubbles from popping out, so as to ensure good quality and share joy with friends .

2022-2-17