About finding direction in life

Regarding my lack of motivation in life, ask yourself the direction of life. I was told to dare to dream and dare to act. Stay awake and follow your will.

I think it's important to ask yourself what you want to do in the future and to sort out the past. (Also prepare self-introduction and resume to facilitate job search.)

But I don't know what questions I have to ask myself to fully and effectively realize myself.

To sort out the past...

I've been forced to do things I don't want to do before, and I don't know why I'm doing it. Now I have no skills, and there are not many paths to choose from. If I want to move forward, I will only want to take a seat in the society and do the work I don't want to do. I also don't dare to let the society take my account, because I don't have the ability. Speaking of developing this ability...

I was slow to learn, and I didn't have the discipline to implement the plan, and I didn't have a direction. It's abolished.

Someone convinced me what to do and how to do it. I also agreed. I went back to my old thinking habits and behavior habits. Jump stitches.

If I really want to be what I want to be, I need to ask myself what the world is, or what the world is to me. I have no idea.

I also don't know how to understand the world, how to fully understand the world.

If you really have to ask yourself what I want... I want the society to be transparent, and through dialectics and integration, to maintain a transparent operation.

I want to live lightly and live without pain.

Things always have to be rubbed to have warmth, and people always have to meet before they need to speak dryly. If there is no such thing as the beginning, then there is no need to look back on the past.

It's like in Tao Te Ching, people stubbornly follow their own way, live as feasible, and it's not impossible to continue like this...

Maybe it's what I want...I don't feel motivated by it either...don't know what to do