Knowing and upset

Knowing that life is short, why bother with trivial matters.

I always feel stupid because I have done so many things that I regret. I have always been in the heart of living on the last day, but I get angry every time I am in a bad mood. Correspondingly, another one of his own philosophy of life is always accumulating anger and one day it will explode. As he got older, the angry youth still didn't seem to have changed much. The three suitcases stood together in the corner, like three children who did something wrong.

In a video chat with a colleague in Shanghai last night, she said that until the last moment, no one knows where this world will develop. The first document and the previous plans have been cancelled. If you wait any longer, maybe, there will be a world war tomorrow, and it's a good thing that you can't come back. I knew she wanted me back with all her heart. But what she said was really comforting. I felt that the helplessness I had felt before was suddenly lessened. Yes, as human beings, what we can control is nothing more than our own mood.

Regarding the education of my children, I also let the flow take its course. What can I do if I struggle?

Just like sweeping the pagoda of Jinguang Temple, after sweeping this layer, the current is clear, and every step of life may be wrong. Who can really do it 100% right. Thinking about a lifetime, living is a luxury, thinking about a lifetime is very tiring, and living happily now.

The green pepper seeds that were put in before grew out of the flowerpot, and they grew more and more lush when watered every night. I don't expect it to grow fruit food, looking at the green leaves has a kind of hope.

Pig said that he was a little depressed these two days. I know that he also wanted to go back to Shanghai. He has been here for more than two years. In the past, he returned to China once every six months. This time is the longest in history. I started to put away my complaints against him, and when I got angry with him willfully, he was helpless too. Everyone is very tired. Perhaps it should be said, who is not tired of living?

A handicapped person in the UK that I know, posted a message in a circle of friends who was out on a bicycle for two days. With a bad look, he has courage. And I looked at both knees, some shadows from the last long ride. I wanted to say something back to him, but after thinking about it, I know that his sunshine is just pretending. There is an article saying that what people post is because they are lacking in their own hearts, and they are released in order to fill their hearts. If you can make up for the lack of sending it, it is not a kind of happiness. It's over.

My assistant teacher, WeChat came to ask me if the flight was normal, and I said, it was blown. She told me not to return the money to the airline's CREDIT account, saying it was very tricky. I am currently experiencing circuit breaker 4.0. My colleague said that the whole world has announced that the epidemic is over, but China is playing well. Shanghai has also built a nucleic acid industrial park, and your determination to kill this nucleic acid is extremely firm. Hehe, in politics, the cognition of a leader and the knowledge of a leader are really important. Nucleic acid ~ make money ~ nucleic acid has always been checked abroad, earning money from the group of people who want to go back to China.

There is nothing wrong with China, it has a vast land and abundant resources, and its food is unlimited. It's just that we were born in this era by mistake. No freedom to come and go, no ability to go home. Struggle has become involution, inner selfishness has become absolute self-discipline, those who tell the truth will be demoted, and those who tell lies are the truth, look at the group of Su Daji, the group of demons dances wildly, I believe that this history will be remembered in people's hearts .

Pig said, look at this towel, it is made in India. I said I know, this knitted coat is made in Cambodia, and that cooking machine is also made in India. He said, look, not everything is made in China. I said, yes, slowly, less and less.