Eve that can't go back

Film writers often use the genre of going back in time, and people love to watch it. The root cause is to capture the audience's psychology. We all yearn to go back in time and change what can be changed. I knew it was impossible, but I always had that fantasy.

Every choice I make will affect the rest of my life, and I am trying my best to make the most correct choice that I think I can make now. A thoughtful choice doesn't mean the future will think it's the right one. All I can say is that right now, choose not to regret it.

Three years after the epidemic, I can recall how everyone lived happily before the epidemic, and in the next second, everything Shanghai experienced seemed like a dream. Some people are still complaining about doing nucleic acid, and some people are persuading not to return to China. Everyone's situation is different, so they have different perspectives and feelings about current issues. People fled Shanghai thinking that the foreign country is a pure land, but those who are really in this land still spend high air tickets, high nucleic acid testing fees, long-term isolation requirements, and return home with difficulty. To persuade no one can persuade the most real desire in your heart.

Many people who are abroad, return to the country every once in a while, and then go back to the United States after eating and drinking. Only those people know the tragic situation like the reincarnation of a starving ghost. My mother-in-law, who loves money like her life, also dreams that the policy of returning to China can be loosened and the air ticket back to China can be cheaper. But just imagine that even if she really returned to China, her stomach and teeth could no longer give her a good splurge in the face of the delicacies of mountains and seas.

In American paradise, all Chinese are starving ghosts. Crazy group of domestic food, are some rich starving ghosts. Living in a big house, flying Chinese furniture, and enjoying life in another place. The inconvenience is only known to those who have actually lived there.

Pig said that Sister Feng is studying in the United States. I said, you can, too, register for a university, pay the fees, and then take credits. You can take it until you are seventy or eighty years old. As long as you complete your studies, they will give you a graduation certificate. This kind of thing is very common in the United States. When you are young, you are busy with work and raising children. In your later years, you go to school and get your graduation cap after finishing your credits.

I know that when I was in China, my mentality was not so broken. After living for a year, maybe no one could really help me. Everything seems so pale and powerless. Now you are encountering various problems with your children going to school. To be honest, in this language barrier, you have nowhere to go, and you are forcing yourself to move forward in the dark like an illiterate. And my pig teammate, under all kinds of pressure, has to deal with the additional education problems, you know, in China, he does not need to care about these things. After the test, I can't handle it, and I can do it with ease in the country.

I clearly know that I have given up living here, but it is still unknown whether we can get on the plane smoothly. Once we say that we will not go through these formalities for going to school, in case we can't go back to the country, the children are really here. Are you staying at home? That would be more crashing. So we had to make plans. Sign up first, if you can actually get on the plane, then explain the situation to the school. Now this is really making us quite uncomfortable.

In any case, I want to be able to return home. Just be an ordinary person and live an ordinary life. Children also go to school in Shanghai, grow up healthily, exam-oriented education, happy education, in fact, it depends on how you think about it, being an ordinary person, your grades in exam-oriented education, you don’t look at it, it’s better not to compare with other children, your children are also You can be educated in happiness. In foreign education, there is a happy education in the first place, and then there is a wrestling with each other. It is also cruel, sooner or later. Fortunately, I have always been thankful that I realized these truths earlier. It's also worth a visit.

I wish our family all the best on the way back home. Just be an ordinary Chinese. . . . . .