Complete the retreat - know how to go in the future

Two months ago (December 1st), I decided to go into seclusion, not to meet people, not to make appointments, to try not to talk about work, and even to stop posting updates. In order to seriously think about their own way forward.

This year is the 30th year since I officially started working in the society. Since I graduated in 1994, I don't think I am "secure" at work. In fact, it is not that the job is unstable, but that the "mind" is unstable. Basically, every job I have is very stable, unless I decide to leave, otherwise, projects and jobs can still be done. However, "My Heart" has never stopped. In the first year of social work, I started my own company in private, helping to type Chinese for movies and novels. Work during the day and type at night. There was too much work at the time, and I also trained my younger brother to help me type after class, and he was my first employee. In every period, I have a lot of heart, and there are too many things I want to do, but not everything can be done. Instead, it cost me countless hours, and what I owe is the family.

The simple conclusion is selfishness.

During my retreat this time, many fragments of the past emerged in my mind, most of which were stupid things in decision-making. During the process, I often think back, if most of the things are also chosen correctly, the fate of this life will be completely different, the victory group in life.

However, it should not be able to withstand the storm.

At present, I can't say that I "can withstand the wind and waves", but at least I have "self-knowledge" and understand the limitations of my abilities. Especially in the past two months, I looked back at my many, many flaws.

One day, I saw a picture on social media:

Things in the past often make people feel "regret" and "regret", but the way to the future can no longer be changed. We should grasp the "choice of today" and embrace the road ahead.

During the two-month closure, I sorted it out step by step, and it became clearer and clearer. I should completely put aside all business affairs and devote myself full time to my wife's charitable fund. Right now, I still have a business project that I have promised my friends that I must do. After completing this year, I can retire unscathed.

Why do I need to retreat to make this decision?

The most important reason is my age, which is much older. Basically, after this decision, it means leaving the business world completely. Because my specialty and industry is "game production", I believe that in the future, no company will hire someone in their fifties or sixties to hold any position in a game company.

Even so, I believe that God has given me more than 20 years of experience in game production, which will definitely give us the opportunity to launch "charity-related puzzle games". In addition, I have always wanted to operate the "Public Welfare Blockchain" project independently, but because of my decision. Therefore, I will also integrate the "Public Welfare Blockchain" project into the "Charity Fund".

I don't know what the future will be like, but I try to look back at the decision I made at the age of 50 from the time I was 60 or even 70 years old.

I, have no regrets.