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Draw as you like🤍We all have illnesses.

This article contains extreme remarks, please detour if you mind!
A few days ago, I chatted with Sister Joy, "XXX came to the exhibition that afternoon, have you met him?"

I "No, fortunately I am Gu Zhan in the morning, I really don't want to meet him"

Sister Joy headed "Why!!?!"

"I don't hate him, I just feel burdened"

Sister Joy's head "Where is the burden?"

"I care too deliberately. I'm burdened with this kind of care, and I'm not very close to him, and I'm not good at getting along with him. He feels too elder-like."

Happy eldest sister's head "I have always thought that you have the symptoms of avoiding crowds and it is very serious!!"

I "I don't deny it. When you meet someone who is not comfortable with you, you can't see it unless you see it."

"And when I first got to know you and didn't know you well, I felt that you were too hostile."

I said, "That's right! I was very hostile to you at that time, because the aunties I met before were all too violent, so I deliberately made it look like it was best for you to stay away from me. After observing you for a while, I decided to To be your friend."

Sister Joy headed, "Have you had this kind of symptoms before?"

I "Huh? I don't seem to have it before! And I don't have this symptom at all for my peers?"

Although I have always known that my behavior is very sick, and there will be obvious hostility to unfamiliar elders (not fierce, but cold enough to not want to say a second sentence to me), but after thinking about it, in my university I didn't have such symptoms before, ah ~ so! This is a college student who got sick!

Because during the university (and now) I felt that too many elders came to the school in name to study, realize their dreams, and obtain diplomas, but they came to socialize in private. Before I knew it, I fell ill, and I was very disgusted with the elders who came to the school. Of course, this disgust was not to hurt people actively, but I didn’t want to be approached by the elders at all (either I would be regarded as a tool for relying on the old and selling the old, or I would Was treated as a topic) crazy 🙄.

 🈸 Of course, the elders mentioned above are not evil people! It's just people who disgust me, don't think too bad of them.


When it comes to this, I am also surprised that I am so generous and natural to admit that I am sick, and I do not feel ashamed at all. I did not expect that my mood has changed! It may have felt humiliating before.

I just wanted to paint some abstract paintings that relieve stress, and while thinking about this matter, I thought about life, and I drew this painting.


After thinking about it, I feel that in fact, all living things in the world are sick, and the disease I have is nothing, at least I am not the one who causes others to get sick.


Sesame cat psychoanalysis room (very unprofessional!)

🈲️There are more extreme remarks below, please do not read if you mind!

People who like to spread rumors and gossip are sick, and they build their social connections and a sense of superiority by talking about others.
They don't respect close people, and they only like to flatter outsiders who are sick. They are always calculating, and mixed with a little princess (prince) sickness, hoping to have a chess piece at any time, but they are incompetent.
People who take everything for granted are sick, they won't admit their mistakes, they are shameless and unreasonable, they have the genes of princess disease but don't know it.
The person who likes to be the remote control is sick, the person who gives more to others, who is lazy and shameless and incompetent, and lacks empathy.
People who like to ask 100,000 reasons why they are sick, because they are insecure but eager to seek answers.
The person who likes to sow discord is sick. He wants to have the dominant power and gain benefits. No matter who the other party is, after taking this benefit, he is ready to switch sides.
People who can't refute are sick because they can't judge the right things for themselves, they have no opinion, and they lack self-confidence.
People who refute everything are sick, because they don’t admit their inadequacies, and they always want to use refutation to prove that they are right and superior, but they are actually covering up their inferiority complex.
People who always deny others are sick. They are arrogant and arrogant. They don’t know that there is heaven outside the sky, and there are people outside people. They themselves are not as good as a grain of sand.
The people who drill the horns are sick, they let themselves into deep anxiety and pain. Man saved them.
People who avoid crowds are sick and have a strong sense of distrust of crowds that create hostility. These types of people are usually socially impaired and often offend people.
People who like to stand in the center of the crowd are sick, and being sought after by the crowd makes them feel superior. Even if they feel the pressure of money and communication, they are unwilling to abdicate from the crowd. This type of person is either narcissistic or inferior and insecure. sense.
People who think for the best in everything are sick. The favorable environment makes them ignorant and unable to understand the complexity and darkness of society, but they do not know their ignorance. Such people are often accompanied by the genes of "mother" and "daddy" .
People who think bad things are sick, past experiences haunt their brains, and fear and anxiety make them speculate and delusional.
People who are too kind are sick, and they are kind in an inopportune environment. In addition to ignorance, their brains also lack judgment. They are the so-called "Virgin Mary".
People with too soft waists are ill, they don’t even want dignity for the sake of profit, and they bow their knees for the sake of profit like begging.
People who bully the soft and fear the hard are sick. They are inferior and incompetent. They are usually vulgar and can only gain a little self-confidence through the few people who can be controlled by him.

In fact, there are still many diseases... "love brain", "paranoid type", "excessive type", "self-righteous type"... It's just that my hands are sore and I can't finish it.

Speaking of which, many people must think that I am sick. When I was 24 years old, I wrote these sharp and world-weary words. I didn't particularly want to write them like this. It's just that the people I met made me think so.

We are all sick, what kind of disease do you have?

Some diseases are not inborn, because everyone’s environment is different, and they will get sick more or less because of the environment, but it is not shameful to be sick, but at least don’t be the one who makes others sick.


Respectfully! You who make me sick!


‼ ️Finally one more emphasis! The above is just a personal subjective statement, which will bring in the judgment of past experience and exaggerated words. Do not take the right seat!



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在這裏,你可以看見一張費時半年的作品,如何從一張白紙,一點一滴的被顏料堆疊直至完成;或是看著一幅作品,逐漸失敗,最後被遺忘在宇宙的塵埃之中;在這裏,你也可以窺探在創作一幅作品時,創作者的心靈變化;雖然不會畫畫,但在這個心靈宇宙中,可以讓你好似親自參與了創作,並與創作一同成長!

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