Betelgeuse

It's new year. The sound of fireworks exploding in the ear is actually no different from artillery fire. It is gunpowder, but humans have learned how to control the design patterns.

I have never been able to understand how fireworks are so beautiful, just like I have been forcing myself to find friends to go out during the winter vacation. It is something that can be known after a little thought, but I am too lazy to do it.

To put it bluntly is to do whatever you want, but to put it bluntly is to be aimless.

The same goes for a walk, I never had the chance to know where the end of the journey was, or to be bothered to think about it, just keep going, no one will stop you, no one will say that you are doing it wrong, this may be the number There are not many moments when I feel alive and being myself. Maybe the end of the journey is just a pack of biscuits, but it’s always good to take a walk. You don’t have to think about grades and interpersonal money anymore. Just listen to music with headphones and move forward until you find the end.

Such a good thing is the same as other hobbies that have been abandoned by me. After two or three days, I gave up. The reason is still as simple as this: laziness.

It wasn't supposed to be like this. So I asked my friends out to drink beer. It was still a matter of unknown meaning. I thought it was probably sitting in a convenience store and drinking beer, watching Jiangxin Thief or the abstract canteen. Abstraction is an attitude towards life (laughs) but I am unwilling to do so, so I send out an invitation:

Rationally speaking, as long as I can diagnose something, such as adhd, all my problems can be pushed to it from now on. I may not really be sick or really want to treat it, but I just want an excuse to let me To stop hating myself so much.

"Human beings are sick."