惰于思考的神仙
惰于思考的神仙

简单自我

those girls in those years

kindergarten

Kindergarten girls can really write very little. Because first, the time is not long, only three years in total. Second, at that time I was still young, and I was actually uncivilized, and I didn’t understand many things. Third, the time interval is a bit long, except for important people, most of them have been forgotten.

I want to contact M a little bit, and I originally planned to ask from my elementary school classmate Z. However, she said that she hadn't contacted her since graduating from technical secondary school, and she didn't have M's WeChat. So the only one left is my high school classmate. But I don't know how to speak.

In kindergarten, boys and girls are required to go out hand in hand. (We might have to go out of school from time to time, I don't remember why). I remember a female classmate who was so ugly that I would be very unhappy when I was asked to hold hands with her.

Some female classmates are fierce. Once I was pushed down by a female classmate. I can still remember what she looked like now: short hair with Qi ears.

primary school

Love's female classmate is a complete absence.

There is a female classmate, let's call her C. It looks pretty good. The results are also good. In the first and second grades, he seemed to have been the class president. I was deeply impressed that one time I scored 100 points in the test, and the teacher gave a very generous reward, but she refused to accept it. Because she did well in another exam, but the teacher didn't reward her. This female classmate has a very strong energy. Later we had occasional contact. She later went to the provincial capital to study at a university, and she was considered a classmate with a relatively high degree of education in our elementary school class.

Z is relatively young, one year younger than me. But her development should be quite early. I remember sitting behind her in sixth grade (don't remember if it was straight or diagonal). In summer, I can see her full breasts from the cuffs of her short skirts, which is really heart-warming. But I had no idea about her.

In elementary school, I liked more mature women: women around 20 years old. Such as teachers, such as parents' colleagues. But it could only be suppressed in the bottom of my heart.

junior high school

Not to mention the goddess. Many people have said why no one chases me, since the conditions are not bad. Study well, and people are not ugly. But I am a little short, only 1.65 meters. I don't know if this is a fatal flaw. (But Wang Zulan's family is not tall.)

In the second year of junior high school, some people began to say that two girls T and X liked me. I still don't have that grasp. I don't know why they spread it like this, whether they see some clues, or have real evidence. Anyway, I never took it seriously. T later also went to the imperial capital, and once came to our school to listen. Later, V also wanted to connect me with T, but T didn't seem to agree. T also asked me to stay at her hotel, but I refused: I was already married at that time, how could I have the courage. ——Actually, the main thing is that he has no feelings for her. If V came to invite me like this, I would definitely have a different attitude. X-man is shy. People said her face was red like two big apples. When X was in junior high school, the grades should still be OK. (Anyway, the student number is in front of me, and the entrance score should be in the top five. My entrance score is 15.) She seems to be very artistic. When I was in junior high school, I was good at writing official script. (The teacher still remembers this detail.) Later, it seemed that I went to study architectural design.

There is a female classmate, just call her HY. When I was in middle school, I always thought she was crazy. But there is a male classmate who likes her very much, and it makes the city all over the place. I don't even know where she is. Then after college, for some unknown reason, she told me that she liked me in junior high school. I can't believe it, how is that possible? I can't notice it at all. I used to take her to a party with other junior high school classmates. Although they may not have so many contacts in normal times: but I always think that everyone is in the same class in junior high school, and it's okay to get together. But in the end, because we were in two places, we didn't continue to develop our relationship with each other.

high school

No one in my high school classmates can reach my heart, but it does not prevent me from establishing a pure friendship with them. When I was at the same table in high school, I called her CY. tall. Originally, when I was in high school, men sat with men (oh, no, it actually started in the third year of junior high) and women sat with women. With CY, it is an exception. I was at the same table with a male classmate. But later, because a female classmate in the back was going to be transferred to the front, I changed seats with this female classmate, and I changed to the same table with CY. CY later recounted that he had a deep impression on me: it was my study. Roughly I learned how to work hard or something. When I say that I can't solve a problem, I hit my head. (I can't remember the details of these movements.) She said that she was inspired by me, and she later won a scholarship in college. She also developed relatively early, anyway, she will exude that kind of strong feminine breath, which makes my mind rippling. But that's all there is to it. At most, she and I only had occasional physical contact. Apart from that, there was no deeper contact in the body, and there was no intersection in the soul.

P, is R's ex-girlfriend (I don't know if they've dated) I once helped them pass the message. P is definitely the number one beauty in our class. (Because the girls in our high school class are really lackluster, CY is probably in the top three.) During the college entrance examination, it broke out and took the top three in the class (I don’t remember if it was the second place, but it was very good. I might have had a heart-to-heart with her when she was in a bad mood. In fact, at that time there was more or less the face of taking care of R: because at that time I thought that R was my friend, so of course I should treat his woman well. When I went to Quancheng on business, I went to see P twice. She is still graceful. When I recall the past with R, I still feel very good. (But she didn't mention V. V was suspicious of her, although V came after P)

There is also a girl, and my primary school is in the same town. Of course, we didn't know each other in elementary school or even in junior high school. (Yes, many of our classmates are from the same school from middle school to high school, and most of the people I mentioned here are the same.) She is a very simple and simple girl. I will always keep trying to feed her some of my thoughts. She also went to the imperial capital to study. (In that year, we had a lot of students who went to the Imperial Capital to study, almost every class had ten or eight students). we are good friends.

the University

When I was a freshman, I didn't know why, but my performance was more prominent: maybe it was because I spoke enthusiastically in class? Or what. In short, at that time this classmate would often come to me and ask me to sit with me in class. I seem to be more interested in the military. She even lent me a military book. But she looks rather reluctant. (At least at the time) She was from the Imperial City. I didn't even think about that at the time. She had plastic surgery in her senior year, and I wouldn't recognize her when I saw her again. I wonder if there are other students in my class that I don't know? I heard from other female students that some of them didn't recognize them at the time. She later married a famous bigwig. (Although the big guy doesn't seem to have a good reputation because he always predicts wrong.)

There is another girl, just call her JM. She is the champion of Liaoning Province. High school was Japanese, and she told me at that time that she would take 4 years to learn English well and take the GRE test. I was stunned. We've been learning for six years, you're going to catch up with us in four years? Really worthy of being the champion. My first contact with her was probably the freshman literacy dance. The dance partners are chosen directly on the field. I picked her right away. Although she can't be said to be alluring, but she is by no means crooked, and she is still pretty. (At least she is much prettier than the classmate mentioned earlier.) I should say that I am "Looking up to the mountain and walking in the scenery" to her: After all, I am quite far away from the champion. (Although I yearned for it, I couldn’t catch it after all.) I remember she once said to me in front of the library (near the two big lions): I think we science students are so powerful. (She may be terrified of the high-score content.) My biggest shock is that she still knows my GRE score. In fact, I was not very high in the test at that time, only 2200. In that year, there were many people who scored full marks in the GRE test. From these small details, I can roughly notice that she is actually a little concerned about me. But that's all there is to it.

There is also a girl. I also vaguely feel that she seems to be more concerned about me. (I forgot the details, I just remember that I had a long conversation with her on the way back to the dormitory after the evening self-study.) I contacted her later when I returned to the imperial capital.

In fact, I don't know what image I have in their minds. But it was true that there was no one else in my mind at that time. So no girl at that time could have ripples in my heart. It can be said that at that time, I was still relatively naive emotionally. Unless the girls are very active (but this phenomenon has never happened, I can only imagine), otherwise I will be unmoved like an old Buddha.

I was actually very troubled after being rejected twice during my freshman year. Oicq became popular when it happened to be a sophomore. I go crazy and add strangers as friends on it. (Now WeChat basically doesn't add strangers.) Of course, only girls are added. One of them and V are from the same university, just one year lower than us. She came to invite me, and I went to that branch. (Me and V have already returned to the headquarters at this time) and then we are dead. I don't remember if we ever talked again, but I did never see her again.

When I was a senior, there was a female netizen who came all the way from Ningbo to the Imperial Capital (as if on a business trip) and asked me to go to the Summer Palace. I was a poor student at the time, and she paid for all the expenses. Later, when we climbed the mountain, we had relatively close contact with each other, and I might have hugged her waist. When I came back, she asked me to go to the hot spring. I was rather confused at the time and didn't agree, thinking that I should go back to school. (I don't know what would happen if I agreed. I was a pure virgin at the time and didn't understand anything. Maybe it was my first time to hand it over like this?) It's also been nearly 20 years, and she is now Wulin City. A foreign language teacher in a famous middle school. I also rarely go to Wulin City, and occasionally, she happens to be busy.

The stage after graduating from university will be discussed later.

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