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The madness of the 19-year-old is probably in the seemingly ordinary daily life, and gradually discovered that the self reflected in the mirror has a side that the 18-year-old I did not understand.

Is that really me?

In fact, time has quietly rounded the sharp me under the scouring again and again. Sometimes, I miss the sharpness of the past, because those spikes often make me stand out and guide me, but at the same time, it also makes it difficult for me to move forward. Now I am much smoother, but because of this, it is difficult to control the direction, and I am always lost in the infinite number of roads.

Growing up hurts, because growth also comes with a price. We will simply stay in exchange for more options . But growing up has also made me begin to doubt whether I have the ability to love someone, or even the value of being loved.

It's been half a year since I was 18.

University, it seems like this, I have met many people; I have opened up a lot of new continents; I have a better understanding of my major; I have learned a lot from new friends, and I have discovered my unknown side, and the most important thing is that I began to truly Accept God and want to know Him.